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Tuesday, 06 October 2009

  • Mm, Repression.

    I think Sette's blog was definitely something that caught my eye. I miss having those wild, open-minded conversations with Ellys. He's so crisp and clear, yet he mystifies me in everyway. Heh. I wish I could meet him again though. But time will come, time will tell, only God will set that for us all.  http://setteanacleto.blogspot.com/

     

    Anyway. It's midnight, or at least thirty minutes past it. I've only one class today, Statistics. Yuck. Anyway, my yesterday. A lot of things ran through my mind about as soon as I woke up. Just over-looking my past 4 to 5 years of my life.

    Oh. Scratch. I just talked with Ellys. Haha, what a coincidence [: There's alot of updates I have to ...update him with...

    Where was I ... Oh! Yes, I've just been thinking about how I've chosen my paths. How exactly have I ended up here. &If this is how I would have taken this course back then if I could see this far into the future. I realized, it's really been 4, almost 5 years. Thinking that, I always remember those teachers who ask you to write down what you want to achieve within the next 5 years. I really should start making a list and really put my heart and mind to it. Not just academically, but psychologically.

    Hmm. My brain just shutdown. Too much of not studying, yet too much of thinking about studying. I need to focus again. I need music and focus and reading. I miss books. . . Hm. Yeah. Goodnight world. Dream well.

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

  • ColorGenics.[random]

    I don't even know if I can relate, but... an interesting read nonetheless.


    Name: Katherine Golez
    Date: 9/30/2009
    Colorgenics Number: 17340256


    At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

    You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.

    You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

    Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.

    You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

Monday, 07 September 2009

  • Monday Evening.

    So I failed to wake up early to blog this early morning. I really don't have much to say at the moment. I can't really find anything productive to do this late at night except for blog. Well, SCRC this year was definitely not what I expected. It's unfortunate to see the number of teens decrease, like a patch of rows are filled with no one. Well besides that, I did enjoy doing praise and worship; even if it ended up me doing it with Teeg or just alone. I went to confession for the first time in a little over a decade. The feeling after confession is indescribable.

     

    //my head is aching... I'm getting all frustrated... I just want to be home

Friday, 04 September 2009

  • Day 4.

    To SCRC we go. This is Year 3. It's still hot outside, yet I'm going to be fully clothed. Hm. Oh gohd. I'm already getting irritated here. I have no sense of control. I can't control my emotions. Turning SENILE !? D; *siigh.
    God...save me. Like you did 2 years ago...



    I miss who I used to be.
    I'll be back on Monday morning to blog again. PEACES.

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